fail

failed on my 1st attempt,

kindda disappointed,

all the effort didnt bring the successfulness

that i hoping for,

oh well,

i shall try again,

every failure brings us one step further to success,

never give up

and the tapak kude,

i dont noe become what lah,

tapak gajah kot,

huhu

Ganjaran bulan Ramadhan

Sungguh beruntung kepade semue yang berpuase dan menyambut bulan puase kan~

Tahun lalu,pertame berpuase saye harus puase di pulau tekong,

betape sedih nye,

tetapi pade tahun ini di rumahhh...

oohhweeeeeeeeeeeee

buke kat rumah jgak sedap,

sedap ngan family,

sedap makan,

sedap minum,

sedap berak,

semue ah

tapi kalau hari2 ulang alik payau jgak,

hmm yg penting kene bersyukur :)

losing it

At times,

As time past,

i feel like im losing each and everyone of you

 bit by bit

it feels so sad,

but what can i do?

all i can do is to pray for all of you,

pray for your happiness,

coz as long all of u are happy,

i will be happy for all of you then :)

missed

errr i think im kindda missed my cyst,

everytime i will looked at the mirror and say hi to it,

but now when i looked at the mirror,

no more bump2,

now flat2,

used to press2 it like a button,

and it would bump back,

but now flat2,

no more bump,

no more button,

and the whole left with a dot-like opening,

i ve stop going for my dressing,

coz its too small already,

but then at times it itch here and there,

and then i feel like burning it..

woot2~

Grateful is everything

Alhamdulillah i passed my AMPT,

the weird thing was i thought i will do better for my medical PAM

than trauma PAM,

but it turned out to be the other way round

cause i skipped some of the steps for trauma but not for medical,

and the tester for medical was way more lenient and lex,

but not for trauma,

maybe berkat Ramadhan kot :)

whatever it is,

we must bersyukur heh heh

Thank you Allah

kisah Imam Al-Ghazali

Pada suatu ari,Imam Al-Ghazali mengumpul murid-murid nye,

dan beliau bertanye kepade mereke,

Dalam dunie ni ape bende yang paling jauh dari kite?

pelbagai jawabpan yang diberi,

Akhirnye,imam Al-Ghazali menjawab,

"masa lalu"

walapun ape kenderaan kite naik,

kite tak dapat balik ke mase lalu,

imam Al-Ghazali pernah bertanye kepade kite,

Ape yang paling dekat dengan kite?

dan jawabpan nye adelah kematian

"8 Jam"



Ramadhan

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan

SPA Illahi

Alhamdulillah,syukran ya Allah.. Kerane memberi peluang utk menghadiri majlis sebegini, Memberi peluang utk hamba mengisi jiwa yg kosong ini dengan zikruAllah, Utk menyucikan jiwa ini seblom bulan Ramadhan yg akan tiba, Santapan rohani yg tidak dapat dinilaikan, Sungguh syahdu mengingati segala dosa2 yg telah dilakukan, Semoga diampunkan segala dosa2 kami..amin ya Rab Ingatlah Allah, cintalah Allah, sujuk kepada Allah, tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah

cancerous?

yesterday went for my medical appointment,

the surgeon gave me a shocked when he asked if mine was a cancerous cyst,

i was like HUHhH,nono,

its no joke ok,

so who's the doctor now?

and then had my dressing,

the kak nurse talked to me as if she knew me for very long,

topics about anak metro 3,school,NS and etc all came out,

but then very nice of her to take a pic of my wound using her phone

and showed it to me,

and she said "nice talking to you"

yes thank u to u too

the wound healing really well alhamdulillah,

i hope i dont hav to do dressing very2 soon,

coz it's so leceh

The 24th

The new batch is coming in 2moro,

and im so excited,

im sure the conversion course would bring back the sweet and bitter memories

from the past,

i heard they were excited last week,

singing being one of us while marching,

hahaha i bet they dont even know what they signing up for,

just give them 10 mins of the start of the course,

and they will start to regret about wanting to be one of us,

hey but look on the brigther side,

juz one month of h__l

and u will enjoy the rest of ur NS life..

and im looking forward getting to know u guys aite :)

pening lalat

too much smell of the spray can and petrol,

make my world spin around,

making me having an ache in the head,

headache

next time shall wear my gas mask

digging and syringing method

Today nurse did the dig2 method to clean the wound,

 a lil bit painful,

why nvr use the syringing method,

that one less pain,

and again the nurse asked me why am i laughing,

isit ticklish or painful?

like duhhhh

i laughed to hide..



like a bear

I literally hibernated the whole day,

seriously PBG,

and i dont even know why am i so tired today,

what i know i woke up at 6 15am,

went for dressing at poly,

went home napped till 1pm,

went to help hadi,

3pm slept again till maghrib,

and now im still tired

like whattt~



R.I.P

it teared me quite badly :'(

Pain no,Gain no

The best thing to do after a surgery is to go to USS?

done that,

Next best thing to do while recovering is to play soccer?

Going to do that :))

STM

Seriously i need one tight slap,

kept forgetting to take my antibiotic,

i will take my morning dose but not my night dose,

i need to take both in order not to succumb to resistance,

plus its only a mild antibiotic,

which is amox and clavunic,

so i need to comply to the regime,

haiz..

Asoneh Jepun Desu

Look what i found,

sugguh indah walaupun bahase jepun

Paint full

If everyday i need to bear that kind of pain? I might die of pain, Its no joke, But the nurses were so nice to me, They liked me too, They said im cute,like lol, Coz they couldnt differentiate whether im screaming in pain or laughing in pain, Deep inside my heart i felt like running away :/ 2moro shall be a painful day too :/

seize the cyst

Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly, The whole thing a lil bit painful but worth it, For 2 years been holding up that thing and now its gone, I got to find out the surgeon was my ex OC of my unit, Hooowwww cooollll was that?? I got an ex OC to do the surgery and he was so nice, But blood still oozing and now my dressing soaked with blood, Need to do dressing everyday, Haiz how depressing....

old is gold

To think again,

actually i can mixed well with the oldies,

and i like to mixed with them,

i felt calm talking or listening to them,

even to a starnger,

i realised talking and listening to them make more sense,

cause they are more experience then us,

by talking to them,

they can make you think of the future and what to expect,

they would share and advice as much as they could,

they talked reality and only reality,

therefore old is gold,

no wonder only the older people can guide us well,

for eg. 4-5 yr old kid taught by 20-40 yr old teacher

or 20-30 yr old student taught by 30-60 yr old lecturer,

maybe it's not true for all the cases,

but have u heard of a 5 yr old teacher teaching a 20-45 yr old student??

no right?

cause it takes a lot of knowledge and experience to pass down to the younger ones

Bile mau game?

If this is always the case my friend,

it will be endless for sure,

please dont try to assure me,

if u cant even uphold with what you told me.

Actually im fine with it,

but to others?

maybe not :)



engaged

Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly,

lets pray that it will last till they nikah :)

next  will 3rd abg,then adeq..me? nahhh

time fliessss...

and i managed to take a pic with hayden!

hyper little boy!



A smile a day keeps the enemy away

A lot of people said that they like my smile,

maybe because i like to smile?

it just my innate trait i guess,

i also realised smthing,

even when im presenting smthing i would smile n smile like nobody business,

coz im a joyful person,

ok at times,

but then this might bring me into trouble when it times to be serious,

at times i couldnt help it,

but then who cares right?

A smile is also a sedekah,

by smiling to others,

it might make that person smile too..

so why sulk?

lets smile